It's a Sunday, as usual I'm feeling lazy and wants to be in bed all day. As much as I want to be like that, there are lots of stuff (school works to be exact) I need to accomplish. Later, I will be in Araneta with some of my friends (I will be seeing Thea, been a long time we haven't seen each other) to watch UAAP. So here's the game plan. I'll watch basketball first, do some bonding time with friends but should not stay too long so I could be home early and start working. I should strictly follow this, nope... I will strictly follow this.
Let's divert things here. Lately, I've been thinking lots of things about myself. It's weird for me but I am very sad about something. Well, it has been a roller coaster ride of emotions for me this past few days. Honestly, knowing the kind of person I am... I am really not liking this kind of feeling. Nakakainis. I feel like I am slowly losing something within me. There are some "externality" affecting me right now that doesn't go my way. Somehow, I try to fight... I think that's the best thing to do. And accept the fact that the world is really unjust. People are given the freedom to speak up their minds just like what I do always. I respect that. I am just really affected because you don't get to see me 24/7. You see, your position nor your age does not guaranties your credibility for words. The hell you care about me huh? Di ba your Mr. No Pake naman? Haayys. But then, I share the same mistake sometimes... with that, I must say that I could let it pass. Sige, intindihin ko na lang. Yan ang tingin mo eh. But I would like to defend myself. Making some noise doesn't justify your worth of existence. I am not accountable to you, it is the people who put me on this position that I should be worried more. Whatever sir!
Let's divert things here. Lately, I've been thinking lots of things about myself. It's weird for me but I am very sad about something. Well, it has been a roller coaster ride of emotions for me this past few days. Honestly, knowing the kind of person I am... I am really not liking this kind of feeling. Nakakainis. I feel like I am slowly losing something within me. There are some "externality" affecting me right now that doesn't go my way. Somehow, I try to fight... I think that's the best thing to do. And accept the fact that the world is really unjust. People are given the freedom to speak up their minds just like what I do always. I respect that. I am just really affected because you don't get to see me 24/7. You see, your position nor your age does not guaranties your credibility for words. The hell you care about me huh? Di ba your Mr. No Pake naman? Haayys. But then, I share the same mistake sometimes... with that, I must say that I could let it pass. Sige, intindihin ko na lang. Yan ang tingin mo eh. But I would like to defend myself. Making some noise doesn't justify your worth of existence. I am not accountable to you, it is the people who put me on this position that I should be worried more. Whatever sir!
