It’s a sunday and I found time to do some blogging. *echos! ^.^* I guess it's because I don't have any school work or assignment to think of for tomorrow. Prelims has just ended yesterday so this is actually a real rest day for me. It sucks somehow 'coz I wasn't able to do the usual "after-exams party/getaways". I was busy managing the upcoming EcoSoc election. *ding ding* so currently, the thing that keeps on bothering me (malamang) is more of an org staff..well, from the start they've been headache to me. But I am not gonna talk about it this time..moving on.

So I was saying, my exams ended yesterday and I must say, it felt like it was the looooongest prelims week I've ever had in my entire college life. Hell yeh. It is, really. Generally speaking, I hate my senior life. Ironic. This should be all about fun and enjoying the remaining days supposedly. I expected it this sem since we already had our thesis done last sem. Ahh. Whack. I don't even have more time to hang out with friends (di ba? dapat nga more bonding ngayon) but everyone is like busy, minding their own stuff or perhaps hating it also. Toxic. Academically speaking, I think I've lost my interest in Economics. My eagerness to learn it has dropped, like drastic. For second semester, I am only taking 3 major subjects. Not a big deal to think I've surpassed how many Econ subjects for the past 3 semesters. But the thing is...it’s more of the way you learn things that matters to me. I mean, yah it’s all about those theories and all but it is still different by how your professors deliver. They should have known that they are like a big deal on how students learn. They get paid to teach. They are adults, mature enough I assume to know what their responsibilities as mentors is. I want to see at least some returns from the tuition I paid. I salute those professors who do a job well done. Curse to those who portrays an intelligent academe and yet doesn't even know how to explain things. I mean, if you don't care why not go away and find a job where no talking is required. Okei, enough. Since you don't care all the time..I wouldn't care also. Going back to my fluctuating interest. The way I look on Economics is not the same anymore. I felt like I am not learning anymore but it’s more of repeating to study things. As what professors always say: "review na lang 'to eh." I am tired mentally. I don't enjoy it anymore. Probably, first sem was too demanding. Drained. *sigh*

This past few months, I've been thinking about getting a job. I feel like I really want to leave UST as soon as possible. I want to learn things outside the classrooms. I want to learn real things. And the most important thing, I want to earn my own money yey.

I know that what we learn from school is essential but sometimes when you come to think of it, when you do the real thing you don't get to use all of them. (hmm not unless you want to pursue a career in teaching maybe). Life has been always unfair. I know I know I know. Ahh. Deal with it, depends on how you're gonna react to life. But no matter what, I love it. It maybe a bitch most of the time but hey this is just for once so just make the most out of it.