Yesterday, my mom and I had a conversation. Once in a while we have this tsismisan time which is actually our quality time together. So why I'm writing about it? Hmm, probably because it was a different conversation. We actually talked about my love life (well it was not the first time we discussed it). The difference is that, she told me of her approval of me having a relationship. And this is actually the formal consent of her. It’s funny pa when I told her that I’m not really that conscious when it comes on having a boyfriend. And I quote her, “Dapat ngayong 4th year magka-boyfriend ka na. Kasi pagkatapos mo wala ka na masyadong makikilala kasi hindi ka naman mahilig lumabas..”. I answered her, “Hindi yan, minsan naman lumalabas ako. Tsaka sa trabaho, yung mga kasabayan kong fresh grad..”. Wala lang, I found this uncommon ‘coz my mom is like the “old school” parent (I can open anything to her though). It just felt like, there are pressures on me now *HAHA. Eh siguro it’s because my mom thinks that I never had an experience when it comes to love and relationship. Syempre, when I was in high school I had to keep it a secret and until my college ‘coz the fact that she always remind me that I should finish studies first implicates that she’s not allowing me. So she doesn’t have any idea pala. But actually, I make some kwento naman before about the guys who courted me eh (wow, do I sound conyo here? *HAHA). I thought she understands my figurative words pero hindi pala *HAHAHA. So ayun, because of that converse, I end up realizing that I don't really give much attention to my lablyp. Eh I don't know, but I'm the patient type (naks!). I'm not looking for it, ‘coz I know it’ll come.


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