I am not really on the mood to write something here...eh kaso, I was browsing this baby blog and realized that I was blogging about my thesis writing experience since I started this site. So this is kinda an update about my struggles and foolishness- talking about my thesis.
What happened with me and my old partner?
Our old adviser and the new one talked about our case and then decided that we should stick as groupmates. That idea was actually fine with me. However, my old partner decided to "migrate" to his new group now. So I guess, he hated me so much that he couldn't treat any professional work with me. We'll that's fine, that issue...whatever it is. I learned to forget and just let it go.
Syempre, I was left all alone and our new thesis adviser was saying na solo na lang ako. (Meron pa ngang side story to this but I'll just ommit it to shortened the story) Ano ako hilo to take that? Solo? as in alone?! Hell NO syempre. Anu 'to patayan? HAHA Although honestly speaking, maitatawid ko naman ng mag isa yun (yabang) siguro. Pero practically speaking, that would not do. So ayun, I ended up joining a new group. Pakapalan na lang ng mukha to approach and then ask them kung pede akong umepal sa group nila. What a move di ba?
New group. New topic. New horizon.
Introducing my new groupmates- Jherson Jaya and Christopher Alvarado
They are not the usual kind of people I hang out with but I do still have a good shot on them. They're okay naman, esp when I asked them na makiki-group ako. I remember Jherson said na mas okei raw dahil 3 na ngayon ang gagawa. So ayan, I read their first three chapters. Ask questions. Read some journals. At kung anu ano pa. BUT!! yah a bigtime but there. One time, while hanging out in the library, may naisip si Jherson bigla. He was telling me na super interested sya sa topic namen ni old partner. Sana raw kinuha ko na. Eh sabi ko, binibigay nga actually yun saken but I refused to bring it with me because in the first place it was his idea. So di ba, consuelo de bobo ko na yun sa effort nya. Pero si Jherson gusto talaga. Ayun, he grabbed Toffs phone and called my old partner. By the time Jherson has put down the phone, the old topic is ours. Kinda funny ba? I don't know what word would match how I felt eh. kinda weird siguro. I totally don't know.
I have to cope with the situation. So ayun. The pace was put on me since ako yung mas gamay sa topic.
Fast forward
Kanina ko lang natapos ang pag revise sa first two chapters. Mentally tiring sya. It was difficult kasi wala na yung mga journals ko (both soft and hard copy). Basta it was very difficult doing it. *whew* Yung chapter 3, si Jaya na yung gumawa. Sana matapos na nga nya yun bukas. Actually dapat talaga tapos na kasi we really need to run our data na. Nafi-feel ko kasing mangangarag kami. Geez. Chapter 4 will be bloody for sure. Naku. I'm kinda nervous and scared but I have to deal with it. Kahit pa anung hate messages i-post ko about thesis writing, still it is my/our passport to graduate. So no matter how hard it is, I have to deal with it. Face it coz you can't really hide from it. Sige lang. More pressure! Bring it on baby! I know I can do it. Mahihirapan nga lang talaga ako.
*sorry if I might sound bragging, pardon me. this is how I console myself from all the pressures and headches I am experiencing right now.
What happened with me and my old partner?
Our old adviser and the new one talked about our case and then decided that we should stick as groupmates. That idea was actually fine with me. However, my old partner decided to "migrate" to his new group now. So I guess, he hated me so much that he couldn't treat any professional work with me. We'll that's fine, that issue...whatever it is. I learned to forget and just let it go.
Syempre, I was left all alone and our new thesis adviser was saying na solo na lang ako. (Meron pa ngang side story to this but I'll just ommit it to shortened the story) Ano ako hilo to take that? Solo? as in alone?! Hell NO syempre. Anu 'to patayan? HAHA Although honestly speaking, maitatawid ko naman ng mag isa yun (yabang) siguro. Pero practically speaking, that would not do. So ayun, I ended up joining a new group. Pakapalan na lang ng mukha to approach and then ask them kung pede akong umepal sa group nila. What a move di ba?
New group. New topic. New horizon.
Introducing my new groupmates- Jherson Jaya and Christopher Alvarado
They are not the usual kind of people I hang out with but I do still have a good shot on them. They're okay naman, esp when I asked them na makiki-group ako. I remember Jherson said na mas okei raw dahil 3 na ngayon ang gagawa. So ayan, I read their first three chapters. Ask questions. Read some journals. At kung anu ano pa. BUT!! yah a bigtime but there. One time, while hanging out in the library, may naisip si Jherson bigla. He was telling me na super interested sya sa topic namen ni old partner. Sana raw kinuha ko na. Eh sabi ko, binibigay nga actually yun saken but I refused to bring it with me because in the first place it was his idea. So di ba, consuelo de bobo ko na yun sa effort nya. Pero si Jherson gusto talaga. Ayun, he grabbed Toffs phone and called my old partner. By the time Jherson has put down the phone, the old topic is ours. Kinda funny ba? I don't know what word would match how I felt eh. kinda weird siguro. I totally don't know.
I have to cope with the situation. So ayun. The pace was put on me since ako yung mas gamay sa topic.
Fast forward
Kanina ko lang natapos ang pag revise sa first two chapters. Mentally tiring sya. It was difficult kasi wala na yung mga journals ko (both soft and hard copy). Basta it was very difficult doing it. *whew* Yung chapter 3, si Jaya na yung gumawa. Sana matapos na nga nya yun bukas. Actually dapat talaga tapos na kasi we really need to run our data na. Nafi-feel ko kasing mangangarag kami. Geez. Chapter 4 will be bloody for sure. Naku. I'm kinda nervous and scared but I have to deal with it. Kahit pa anung hate messages i-post ko about thesis writing, still it is my/our passport to graduate. So no matter how hard it is, I have to deal with it. Face it coz you can't really hide from it. Sige lang. More pressure! Bring it on baby! I know I can do it. Mahihirapan nga lang talaga ako.
*sorry if I might sound bragging, pardon me. this is how I console myself from all the pressures and headches I am experiencing right now.
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